4. Made in Yala

Mary remained hidden and silent, her breath hitching in her throat. Every instinct screamed at her to flee, but where could she go? The area offered no refuge; it only promised further hardship and, ultimately, a more agonizing end if recaptured.

She watched as Onesmus stepped into the clearer light, his face etched with lines of exhaustion. The dawn revealed the deep shadows under his eyes, the strain in his shoulders. She didn’t care. He was a villain, in the simplistic terms. He was a vile man man and if she was brave, she would have clubbed him in the head and not look back.

Her escape had to be permanent. Not just a flight from a physical threat, but a complete severance from an abduction that had almost destroyed her. The thought, immense and terrifying, was the only clear thing in her chaotic mind. She hadn’t formulated a plan yet, but she knew that even if Onesmus saw her, she wouldn’t allow him to recapture her. Luckily, after some time, he moved away.

From her hiding place, Mary learned to read the unspoken language of the town. She understood the subtle cues, the glances, the whispers. She sensed the underlying currents of fear and suspicion, the tension between the residents who had seen Onesmus. She learned the name of the town from passersby on their way to the market or to fetch water. She realized that Yala was not simply a town; it was a microcosm of the larger societal issues that had trapped her in the first place.

Later that morning, she navigated the town with the skill of a seasoned spy. She avoided the main paths, moving like a ghost through the village. She sought refuge in the quiet corners, finding momentary respite in the shadows.

She observed a young girl selling mangoes at a makeshift stall near a homestead. The girl’s innocence and vulnerability reminded her of her own past, sparking a flicker of empathy. She noticed the way the girl’s eyes held a mixture of fear and resilience, mirroring her own feelings.

She saw a group of women gossiping near a well, their voices hushed and conspiratorial. Their conversation was a mix of Swahili and Dholuo, revealing snippets of their lives. She could sense their shared experiences, their common struggles. It strengthened her resolve. She was not alone in her fight for survival.

She found a small, dilapidated structure on the edge of the village—a forgotten building. It was barely more than a shelter but enough to provide temporary security. She slipped inside, her heart pounding with a mix of relief and trepidation. The air was musty, yet it felt safe, a temporary sanctuary from the harsh realities of Yala.

Exhaustion weighed heavily on her, but the need for planning for the future was more paramount. She knew this was only a temporary respite, a brief moment to catch her breath before embarking on the next leg of her journey. She needed to devise a plan, a strategy for surviving in this new, unfamiliar environment. She needed to find a way to rebuild her life, to escape the cycle of abuse and oppression that had defined her recent past. The road ahead was long and uncertain, but she was determined to find her path, to forge her own destiny. Her escape from Onesmus was just the first step in a much longer journey. The fight for freedom was far from over. She had escaped the hut, but she hadn’t yet escaped the shadow of her past, the weight of her trauma. Yala was a new challenge, a new battleground in her ongoing struggle for survival.

She spent the rest of the day resting, trying to ignore the gnawing hunger in her stomach, her dry mouth and the throbbing pain in her body. She felt a profound sense of solitude. She knew she had to be strong, to be resourceful. She had to find a way to survive, not just for herself but for all the women who had suffered in silence. Her escape was a beacon of hope, a symbol of resistance. She was a survivor, a warrior, and she would not be defeated. She would find her way, even if it meant navigating the treacherous paths of Yala alone.

The hunger finally overwhelmed Mary’s exhaustion. Her stomach growled, a painful reminder of her depleted energy. She crept out of her makeshift shelter, the dilapidated structure offering little comfort against the encroaching twilight. The town was settling into the evening rhythm, the cacophony of daytime sounds replaced by a quieter, more intimate hum. Fear, a constant companion, prickled her skin, but the urgency of her hunger pushed her forward.

She moved through the shadows, a ghost in the gathering darkness. Her eyes scanned the streets, searching for any sign of food, any hint of sustenance. She passed by the now-empty mango stall, the memory of the young girl fueling a surge of empathy. She imagined the girl’s day, the hardship of selling fruit in the scorching sun, the relentless struggle for survival. It was a mirror to her own struggles.

Near the town’s central well, Mary spotted a woman drawing water. The woman was older, her face etched with the lines of time and hardship, but her eyes held a spark of kindness. Hesitantly, Mary approached her. She didn’t know what to expect, especially since she was dirty and had worn the same dress for days. She didn’t know whether she would be met with suspicion or hostility. The fear was palpable, but her hunger pushed her past her apprehension.

She spoke in hushed tones, her voice trembling slightly. She explained her plight, her words tumbling out in a rush, a torrent of fear and desperation. She spoke of her escape, of her ordeal, her voice barely above a whisper. The woman listened patiently, her gaze unwavering, her expression unreadable. Mary waited, her heart pounding in her chest, bracing herself for rejection, for the harsh realities of a world that often turned a blind eye to suffering.

To Mary’s surprise, the woman showed no sign of alarm. Instead, her expression softened, a flicker of understanding crossing her face. She spoke in a low, calming voice, her words soothing like a balm on Mary’s raw emotions. She understood. She had seen her share of suffering, her share of injustice. She knew the pain of oppression, the crushing weight of despair.

The woman, whose name was Mama Abeni, invited Mary to her brick home, a modest dwelling nestled in a sparsely populated part of the village. The house was simple and comfortably furnished. It radiated warmth and a sense of peace that Mary had not experienced in a long time. Mama Abeni offered her food—a simple meal of ugali, bitter greens and a cup of cultured milk, but it tasted like ambrosia to Mary’s starved body.

As Mary ate, Mama Abeni spoke, her voice weaving a tapestry of stories and experiences. She shared tales of her own life, her struggles, her triumphs. She spoke of the injustices faced by women in their community, the silent battles fought in the shadows, the resilience of the human spirit in the face of adversity. Mary listened intently, finding solace in the shared experiences, the recognition of their common struggles.

It was a profound experience for Mary, a revelation that helped her understand that she wasn’t alone in her fight for survival, that there were others who understood her pain, who shared her experiences. This simple act of shared humanity strengthened her resolve, her belief in the possibility of a better future.

For three days, Mary remained with Mama Abeni, a widow. She slowly regained her strength, both physically and emotionally. Mama Abeni helped her, providing her with more than just food and shelter; she offered her a sense of belonging, a feeling of safety and acceptance. She provided her with a listening ear, a shoulder to lean on. She guided her, offering her wisdom and advice.

Mama Abeni’s kindness was transformative. It reminded Mary of the inherent goodness in humanity, a goodness that often lay hidden beneath layers of hardship and oppression. The woman’s empathy was a beacon of light in Mary’s darkened world, helping her start to rebuild her shattered trust in humanity and reinforcing her will to survive.

Mama Abeni’s home became a safe haven, a place where Mary could begin to plan her future. It was a place where she could process the trauma she had endured, a place where she could find the strength to face the challenges ahead. She knew she couldn’t stay there forever, but for now, it was a sanctuary, a vital stepping stone in her long journey to freedom.

During her time with Mama Abeni, Mary rarely went outside. She couldn’t chance being seen and word getting back to Onesmus. She learned more about the complexities of Yala, about the power dynamics at play, the unspoken rules that governed the town, the subtle ways in which oppression manifested itself. She learned about the local networks of support, and the informal systems that helped people survive in the face of adversity.

Mary helped Mama Abeni with her chores, assisting in the small tasks of daily life. It was a way to repay Mama Abeni’s kindness, a way to contribute to the household, a way to earn her keep. She prepared meals, cleaned the house and tended the small garden right beside the house. These simple acts brought her a sense of purpose, a sense of normality and a sense of belonging.

Mama Abeni told Mary how to navigate the social landscape of the town, how to identify potential allies and avoid potential threats. She promised to introduced Mary to other women when she was ready to share her story cautiously, seeking their understanding and support.

A few of these women visited Mama Abeni and met Mary.

They shared their stories, weaving narratives of survival that was both heartbreaking and inspiring. They shared their experiences of poverty, violence, and discrimination, but they also shared their stories of resistance, of hope, and of community support and helped to solidify Mary’s resolve to continue her fight for freedom.

On day four, Onesmus showed up in the homestead. Mama Abeni was outside thrashing beans when Mary heard his voice.

“Pond!” Mary heard Mama Abena shout. Hide.

“Mary!” she heard Onesmus call out, his voice menacing.

“Mary!” she heard Mama Abeni also call out, her voice thin and reedy but resolute.

It was a signal for Mary to save herself. Mary closed and locked the only door to the house as she heard Mama Abeni yell for her young 12-year-old son to go call their neighbours to the homestead.

Onesmus began banging on the door, shouting at Mary top open it while simultaneously responding to Mama Abeni that Mary was his wife.

“Mama Abeni!” Mary recognized a new voice and she looked outside the sitting room window. It was one of Mama Abeni’s neighbours, coming towards the door, a water gourd precariously balanced on her head.

Mary’s heart leaped. A flicker of hope, bright and sudden, ignited within her. This meant Mama Abeni’s neighbors were watching, weren’t they? They’d come help her.

“Mama Akumu!” Mama Abeni shouted at the newcomer, her voice cracking slightly. “Help me! Onesmus is after Mary!”

Mama Akumu, Mama Abeni had explained, was a woman known for her surprising strength and quick wit. She reacted instantly. She let out a piercing whistle that echoed across the homestead, a sound that carried more authority than any scream. From several nearby homes, figures appeared – men and women emerging, their faces etched with concern.

“He’s come after her!” another voice called. “Get the machetes!”

Mary knew those machetes were for Onesmus. She hadn’t just run from him; she’d run towards her community. And her community, she knew, wouldn’t let her down.

Onesmus, seeing the growing number of people, showed panic. The advantage he thought he had was gone. He cursed, a low guttural sound swallowed by the rising chorus of villagers’ voices.

“They’re coming for him, Mary!” Mama Abeni yelled, her voice full of a fierce protectiveness. “You’re safe now.”

Mary didn’t open the door yet, the adrenaline was still pumping through her veins. She pictured her family, their welcoming faces, the warmth of their home. She could see the villagers forming a defensive line. Nearby maize stalks, tall and strong even after harvest, provided a natural barrier.

Onesmus hesitated, facing a united front of angry, protective villagers. It was over for him.

As she collapsed into one of Mama Abeni’s chairs, gasping for breath, Mary looked on, and she saw the villagers surround Onesmus. It was a scene of justice, a scene that filled her with a quiet joy and an unwavering belief in the resilience of her adopted community and their unwavering support.

“Thank you,” she whispered to herself, her voice thick with emotion. “Thank you all.”

Onesmus ran off and Mary opened the door. A chorus of reassurance and comforting words met her. Mary knew, with a certainty that settled deep in her soul, that she was safe. This was not just an escape; it was the beginning of a new chapter, one filled with the strength of community and the unwavering belief in the power of hope. The villagers stood firm, protecting her. The path ahead wouldn’t be easy, but Mary knew she wasn’t facing it alone.

*****

In the following days, the relative safety of Mama Abeni’s hut offered Mary more than just respite; it provided a crucial opportunity. Mama Abeni, with her quiet wisdom and extensive network, became an invaluable source of information. Mary, initially hesitant to burden her newfound protector with her thirst for retribution, found herself gradually confiding in Mama Abeni, fueled by a desperate need for knowledge and a burgeoning desire for justice.

Mama Abeni, though weathered by years of witnessing the injustices plaguing the village, didn’t condone Mary’s desire for revenge. She understood the depths of her pain, the simmering rage that fueled her resolve. She saw in Mary’s eyes a reflection of the many women who had suffered silently, their voices unheard, their stories untold.

Their conversations took place in hushed tones, under the cloak of darkness, in the quiet corners of Mama Abeni’s humble dwelling. Mary would recount her harrowing experience with Onesmus, painting a vivid picture of his cruelty, his brutality, his utter disregard for human life. Mama Abeni, in turn, would supplement Mary’s narrative with details gleaned from her own extensive network of informants – women who, like her, had borne witness to Onesmus’s reign of terror.

Piece by piece, a more complete picture of Onesmus emerged. He wasn’t simply a cruel man; he was a meticulously organized criminal, a manipulator who had woven himself into the fabric of Yala’s underbelly. Mama Abeni revealed that Onesmus’s power extended beyond the physical abuse; it was rooted in a web of corruption, involving local officials, merchants, and even some members of the community who, through fear or complicity, turned a blind eye to his atrocities.

Mary learned about Onesmus’s past, a history shrouded in mystery but peppered with rumors of violence and deceit. Born in Yala, he had left for boarding school at an early age. Two decades later, he had come back to Yala, a stranger with little means, but with an uncanny ability to exploit vulnerabilities and amass power. His rise was rapid, built on intimidation and a cunning mastery of manipulation. Mama Abeni spoke of whispers about his involvement in illicit activities, his connections to shady businesses, and his ruthless pursuit of wealth and influence.

Further conversations revealed the intricacies of Onesmus’s network. Mama Abeni revealed the identities of his key associates, men who carried out his dirty work, his enforcers, those who instilled fear in the hearts of the villagers. Like the driver who had brought an abducted Mary to Yala. She shared details of their routines, their meeting places, their patterns of movement within the town.

Mary learned of his fondness for the local markets, where he would often flaunt his wealth, and his habit of visiting a specific bar on certain nights of the week. This information, however seemingly trivial, was crucial in piecing together a clearer picture of Onesmus’s vulnerabilities and creating a potential strategy for approaching him.

The insidious nature of Onesmus’s control was not just about physical violence; it was a systematic dismantling of women’s agency, a silent erosion of their rights and their voices. Their well-meaning husbands and sons had little control as many were poor. Fear paralyzed their actions and despair threatened to consume their hope.

Understanding the depth of Onesmus’s manipulative tactics, and how they instilled fear and silence in the community, gave Mary a crucial edge in planning her actions.

The women’s stories also revealed the network of complicity that shielded Onesmus, a hidden web of fear and self-preservation that enabled his reign of terror to continue.

One of the women who shared her story, a sharp-witted trader named Amina, provided Mary with a critical piece of the puzzle – a hidden written account detailing Onesmus’s land grabs and deed numbers. Amina’s documentation could potentially expose Onesmus’s illicit activities and lead to his downfall. This was a risky venture, a dangerous gamble, but it was a lifeline for Mary’s ambition.

Days bled into one, then two weeks as Mary absorbed information, piecing together the puzzle of Onesmus’s dealings.

The information gathering wasn’t without its risks. Every conversation was a gamble, every whispered word a potential betrayal. The fear was ever-present, a cold hand clinging to Mary’s heart. But the desire for justice, the burning need to hold Onesmus accountable, pushed her forward. She felt a growing sense of confidence, fueled by the growing clarity of her plan.

The escape from Onesmus’s homestead had been just the first act in a much larger play. Now, with Mama Abeni’s help and the wisdom of her newfound allies, Mary was beginning to orchestrate the next act—a transformation of a terrified victim into a determined warrior seeking justice. The path ahead was still fraught with danger, but Mary was no longer alone, no longer powerless. She was armed with knowledge, and that, she realized, was the most powerful weapon of all.

One night as the air hung heavy with the scent of woodsmoke and simmering anxieties, Mary sat on a worn stool in Mama Abeni’s kitchen. The rhythmic chirping of crickets was a stark contrast to the turmoil within her. Mama Abeni, ever watchful, sat across from her, her eyes reflecting the flickering lamplight.

The decision, when it came, wasn’t a sudden burst of adrenaline; it was a slow, agonizing climb, a gradual acceptance of the path she had to tread. It was a path paved with risk, uncertainty, and the ever-present threat of failure. Yet, the alternative – silence, surrender, a life lived in the shadows of Onesmus’s tyranny – was unthinkable. She couldn’t let him win.

“I’m going to Kisumu,” Mary declared, her voice barely a whisper, yet carrying the weight of a lifetime’s burden.

Mama Abeni’s weathered face showed no surprise, only a quiet understanding. “I knew you would,” she said, her tone calm, yet laced with a motherly concern. “But it is a dangerous path, my child. Onesmus has long fingers, and his reach extends far beyond Yala.”

Mary nodded, her resolve firm. “I know the risks, Mama Abeni. But I can’t stay here, hiding in the shadows. I need to fight back. I need to make him pay.” The words, once choked by fear, now flowed with a newfound strength, a potent blend of anger and determination. She had been made in Yala.